Drowning in Water,But finding Myself safe on the Beach.

Take a line from a song that you love or connect with. Now forget the song, and turn that line into the title or inspiration for your post.

So the words of this song called “Drown” impressed me as I turned on my music player.  I had gone to the inspire me link under ‘new post”  on here to get me moving on what to post today.

Walking the beach 4 A.M. Listening to the waves as they crash upon the sand. It’s just a black sea, the moonlight, and me It’s sink or swim Drowning within you Somebody rescue me Cause I”m going against the stream……

This reminded me of the darkness and horror of my depression life, I have dealt with since I was a teenager. I still struggle with it, but though I do go against the stream many days, I have found myself at the top of the ladder and looking over the great breaking of the water behind me from the dam’s tip.

Sometimes it is hard to admit. Sometimes it is hard to even blog or go on any social sites and show my face. Got out in public. But then there is the view…… Of HOPE

Hard to talk about, and so painful to discuss the black soul of hopelessness, like drowning, not being able to breath until the light breaks through.

I had wanted to post on my mental anguishes,  once and awhile and this song’s words  just fit to lead into that.

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At the beach prior to the falling under the water.

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Beach not nears as bright.

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It Descends

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Giving up.

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Hope

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Breath and colors flood my life.

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