Why do I let him destroy me?!!!! Foto 4 Friday
How I feel. I was slightly depressed already. I am trying to earn money so I can get out if it comes to this again. I am in the business of setting up 3 places I am selling on. 1/2 of it is to sell stuff I have too much of and do not want to have to relocate and have all this baggage. Clutter, though worth something. I was telling my daughter on the phone how much work it is getting going business wise and he comes in and says “Have you sold anything?”. Laughed and mocked. Added as an attachment to this,”I rest my case!” I know I am the better person and though he is strong and big: I am the jewel and he is a loser., So why does he make my mind and emotions tear up? He is a braying churlish ,boorish Jack ass!
I tried to find a photo challenge I participate in to get “Two birds with one stone here”, but none fit. did it anyway and feel a lot better for it.
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Photography Journal Blog 11:47 am on May 19, 2014 Permalink |
I’m glad you know that you shouldn’t be listening to him.
blueribbonfair 4:22 pm on May 19, 2014 Permalink |
I did for years. I finally discovered it was verbal and mental abuse. Now I know it, but since I internalized and believed the way he treated me for so long, even if I try to repel it and really do not believe it anymore, extreme anxiety and depression slam into me like a bomb.
Photography Journal Blog 12:33 pm on May 21, 2014 Permalink
I guess I’ll just say that this strikes me as a very really comment. I can understand what you are saying even if I can’t exactly say I have experienced it.
blueribbonfair 1:23 pm on May 21, 2014 Permalink
Thanks.