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  • blueribbonfair 8:02 pm on May 15, 2014 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: , broken, crazy making, crying, , , jerks, , mind morass, sadness, why do I listen to him   

    Why do I let him destroy me?!!!! Foto 4 Friday 

    Why do I let him destroy me?!!!!  Foto 4 Friday

    How I feel. I was slightly depressed already. I am trying to earn money so I can get out if it comes to this again. I am in the business of setting up 3 places I am selling on. 1/2 of it is to sell stuff I have too much of and do not want to have to relocate and have all this baggage. Clutter, though worth something. I was telling my daughter on the phone how much work it is getting going business wise and he comes in and says “Have you sold anything?”. Laughed and mocked. Added as an attachment to this,”I rest my case!” I know I am the better person and though he is strong and big: I am the jewel and he is a loser., So why does he make my mind and emotions tear up? He is a braying churlish ,boorish Jack ass!

    I tried to find a photo challenge I participate in to get “Two birds with one stone here”, but none fit. did it anyway and feel a lot better for it.

    • Photography Journal Blog 11:47 am on May 19, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      I’m glad you know that you shouldn’t be listening to him.

      • blueribbonfair 4:22 pm on May 19, 2014 Permalink | Reply

        I did for years. I finally discovered it was verbal and mental abuse. Now I know it, but since I internalized and believed the way he treated me for so long, even if I try to repel it and really do not believe it anymore, extreme anxiety and depression slam into me like a bomb.

  • blueribbonfair 6:02 pm on June 21, 2013 Permalink | Reply
    Tags: , darkness, , , , sadness,   

    What the world looks like through my eyes: 

    surreal horsescity-greyground-dropped<img ground-struggle

    Weekly Word Press Photo Challenge. Depression has laid hold on me much this week.

    • sustainabilitea 1:18 pm on June 23, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      I’m sorry to hear that you’ve been battling with feelings of depression this week but you’ve certainly made something beautiful from it. I particularly like the top and bottom photos. Praying for a better week for you this week.


    • Author Catherine Townsend-Lyon 3:10 am on June 25, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      What a very IMPORTANT Blog you have!! I to suffer from depression, Panic & Agoraphobia and it’s way over due that we all SPEAK about these issues, to help Shatter the *Stigma*……I do the same on my blog, as well as about my recovery. THANKS YOU for a wonderful blog!! And I am following 🙂

      God Bless, *Author, Catherine Lyon* “Addicted To Dimes”…….

      • blueribbonfair 9:52 pm on June 26, 2013 Permalink | Reply

        Oh my yes, I have really been treated very poorly at times, even by the medical establishment. I am going over and looking at your blog.I am excited to see what you write. It is encouraging that I am not alone.

    • its-about one thing 4:04 am on June 25, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      I like this post because I see hope in the midst of darkness. Nice job with the flower on the dry cracked earth. It is a very powerful statement.
      The horse is directly looking at your camera and making a connection in this photo. Great shot!
      Not every day is the same. This too shall pass with your melancholy days.

    • Whispering Insights 11:09 am on July 17, 2013 Permalink | Reply

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    • Suzanne 7:36 am on August 10, 2013 Permalink | Reply

      Brilliant photo. Hope you are feeling brighter now.

      • blueribbonfair 2:44 pm on August 10, 2013 Permalink | Reply

        Thank you. I am. Just off and on bad hair days to extreme, but always a sunny day in there.

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